Reflection

Suddenly, while I was listening to some songs, it just hits me that "Who or What am I really like?"

I seriously asked myself. For those who have known me for over a period of time will tell you that I have changed. So much so that they literally Can't Keep Up with What I Create. Well, I learn Drama so, Personification, is something simple for me. But now, I'm feeling kinda Lost inside myself.

It kind of bothers me that I may have push my Personification into Bipolar disorder. Its overwhelming sometimes when people just try so darn hard trying to bring you down & all you have is yourself. & you know, & you know that you don't have what it takes to stand up.

In my case, I tell myself, you got to have it & even if you really don have it in you? FAKE IT! BITCH! Yes! Faking & Lying to yourself that you have something which you don't, is the 1st step to believing. If you, yourself don't believe in something, how can you possibly think that you can make others believe that?

I seriously need time to Mediate & get reconnected to my True self. That's it for now, will write more about my Bipolar disorder on the next post.. :)